I should be happy
Seriously, I could change the name of this blog from “The Storyteller Chronicles” to “I Should Be Happy”.
I’ve done everything right today. I got up early, after a good nights sleep. I took my anti-depressant. I went to the temple. I cleaned my house and did laundry. I’ve prayed and studied scripture.
And I can’t stop crying.
I wish I understood why this happens. This morning was amazing. The temple is always a sanctuary–and I felt more at peace there than I have in recent memory.
It’s so frustrating. I don’t know how much I can take.